On Motherhood & Sanity

the human side of aid work

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Mahasen hits Dhaka, photo post

Quick snapshots of Dhaka during Typhoon Mahasen, which fortunately was much milder than feared. 

I thought of putting the window down but felt this somehow  captured how I often feel during these  missions, where there is always a glass  (real or metaphoric) between me and reality













Wednesday, May 15, 2013

on Bangladesh, bad internet connections and what has surprised me most so far





been back in bangladesh for 5 days and so far my agenda has been severely affected by regular Hartals (general strikes) as well as in-coming Typhoon Mahasen. We've had to change things around back and forth so much it's kind of starting to look like a Pollok painting. Not in a good way. 

Bangladesh is still the only place that makes me cry. Literally. It's slowly but surely turning me into an atheist, and making me loose faith in humanity. 

But the time is short and the internet access crap, so while I get more time and better access to email I can share the one thing that has surprised me most so far.


given that this is a highly religious country I can't imagine this is a joke. ...

Thursday, May 9, 2013

Gotta Love Brooklyn, photo post

Happened to pass by this door on my way to do some chores... you gotta love Brooklyn.


Bed Sty, Brooklyn

Sunday, April 21, 2013

whatever you believe imprisons you....(photo post and food for thought)

seen in Soho


Thought I'd throw you some food for thought on this lovely Monday morning

Saturday, April 20, 2013

two years on...


But a dream.

We remember you. In the warmth of daffodils and in the depths of Africa’s red earth.


Your work has now gotten up from its lazy slumber, no longer expecting you to drive it, but
willing now to drive itself, to serve its purpose.

The conversation, the one you started, continues.

You are missed, remembered and mourned.

Until the next round my friend

Thursday, April 18, 2013

we did one on fairies, now it's time for the dragons...


Trouble has finally realised what fun drawing can be. While his sister slaved away trying to capture if only a reflection of the magic and shiny glitter that inhabits her mind, he would often bore after a few minutes of trying, and failing, to do the same.

He is a rational being. so small but there it is. His inquisitive mind  wants to understand, while hers wants to create. He needs facts, figures and for everything to be 'correct'. she needs it to be pretty. 

But then magic happened. It blew out of her page when someone accidentally  left the window open, and fairy dust from her bathed him and made him able to see  how this tool can also serve him. He is much more interested in the factual details: number of fingers, location of any marks or indentations, all the facts need to  be included in the drawing for him to be satisfied, while  colour and form take a secondary place, but the magic happens just the same. 

Art  is a wondrous thing  which allows me to see the detail  hidden in their hearts, as if holding a giant microscope which acts as a telescope at the same time, allowing me to see the adventures, hopes and dreams that take place in far away lands, far beyond the cold "I don't know"  that usually comes out of their lips.